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I understand that feeling. Keep yourself occupied and you wont feel or think much about it. When you're bored and have nothing else to do that tends to creep up on you especially at night. I tend not go to sleep until i pass out from all news articles, movies, games, vloggers that i encounter. Anything to stimulate my mind. There is this one girl in my class who i havent had the balls to go ask. Im not even sure i will anymore. I dont want to deal with regection and disapproval and im starting to think she can sense the beta-male (which is a conplete turn off i guess) Social interaction goes well when i am used to the person, i like being by myself for the most part when i want to feed myself information but i cant live like that forever. Have you spoken to your parents about this? It might seem embarrising but often times just talking about it lifts a great burden off your chest. I dont love myself but that doesnt mean i automatically hate myself. Look out and improve your well being first. You are your top priority.
Edit) as far as the girls go. Improve yourself, try to make yourself interesting by gathering knowledge and knowing more about yourself by doing different things than what you're used to. Dont pursue women if you dont have confidence in yourself, you can try but to me its a waste of time and resouces. Women usually like older confident guys who make them laugh. If you dont value yourself highly dont expect the really good looking girls to go for you. They know they are attractive and are looking for something better out there. That shouldnt stop you from trying to be the alpha male. This stuff takes time to build an interesting character and maybe even a busty body.
No one can live a life of pure happiness. Well i suppose someone could if you medicated them with drugs but thats not living either. Its okay to feel like you're simply existing, time will pass on and you'll eventually change how you feel. The important thing is not to give up and kill yourself. You never know what will change for you later down the road. Its all about experiencing your narrative till the end of your story even through hard times.
Edit) as far as the girls go. Improve yourself, try to make yourself interesting by gathering knowledge and knowing more about yourself by doing different things than what you're used to. Dont pursue women if you dont have confidence in yourself, you can try but to me its a waste of time and resouces. Women usually like older confident guys who make them laugh. If you dont value yourself highly dont expect the really good looking girls to go for you. They know they are attractive and are looking for something better out there. That shouldnt stop you from trying to be the alpha male. This stuff takes time to build an interesting character and maybe even a busty body.
No one can live a life of pure happiness. Well i suppose someone could if you medicated them with drugs but thats not living either. Its okay to feel like you're simply existing, time will pass on and you'll eventually change how you feel. The important thing is not to give up and kill yourself. You never know what will change for you later down the road. Its all about experiencing your narrative till the end of your story even through hard times.
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