I've thought about that. I think if i was living a stressful sad depressing life but have the potential in the future to change that... i think it would be worth it. Experiences no matter how bad they've felt.. they're stories .. id just have to toughen up. Killing myself over how i feel is stupid. There is nothing for me if i do that. My memories, and thoughts make up who i am as far as i know.
For me to avoid feeling this way, i try to keep myself occupied. Which is staying up watching youtube videos, audio books, films or video games. The only time i've really been seriously veen affected was when i broke up with my ex 3 years ago. Other than that i've been content with pretty much everything thats been happening to me so far. If im able to live a long life, being able to talk about my feelings with myself or to others is a good way for me to not feel depressed. Needless to say im sure i'll have more terrible stressful life vs a happy one because that's simply life.
For me to avoid feeling this way, i try to keep myself occupied. Which is staying up watching youtube videos, audio books, films or video games. The only time i've really been seriously veen affected was when i broke up with my ex 3 years ago. Other than that i've been content with pretty much everything thats been happening to me so far. If im able to live a long life, being able to talk about my feelings with myself or to others is a good way for me to not feel depressed. Needless to say im sure i'll have more terrible stressful life vs a happy one because that's simply life.
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