can someone help me to modify the exe file please? ^^

[DarkFirzenEX]

Ok with the kill yourself thing i may help you:
Add this code into the nathanael data. Delete everything except of the satnding and the name thing.
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Code:

<frame> 255 kill_yourself
   pic: 145  state: 1700  wait: 2  next: 0  dvx: 0  dvy: 0  dvz: 0  centerx: 39  centery: 79  hit_a: 0  hit_d: 0  hit_j: 0
   opoint:
      kind: 1  x: 40  y: 39  action: 40  dvx: 0  dvy: 0  oid: 390  facing: 0
   opoint_end:
   wpoint:
      kind: 1  x: 17  y: 51  weaponact: 20  attacking: 0  cover: 0  dvx: 0  dvy: 0  dvz: 0
   wpoint_end:
   bdy:
      kind: 0  x: 18  y: 11  w: 37  h: 68
   bdy_end:
<frame_end>

Then change the standing frame reaper posted.
There is:
pic: 0 state: 0 wait: 5 next: 1
change the "next: 1" into "next: 255"

Now duplicate the data john_ball and name it nathanael_kill.
Post this into the data.txt:
id: 390 type: 3 file: data\nathanael_kill.dat

Then open nathanael_kill and goto frame 50-54.
There is "injury: 100"
If you change that into -500, i think it will work.

It maybe sounds a bit complicy, so it would be easier if you ask someone to do that.
Maybe i could do if you dont want to do it.. but try