Feelings and issues

[Hate]

Lately, I been feeling nothing but depression, self-hate and self-critisism. am on the point of feeling nothing at all, enjoying nothing, feeling that the world seems to be a good place for everyone else but me, walking around with a cloud above my head, all my sweet memories are not sweet anymore, I know all this sounds weird but its the truth.
You want something so bad, then you have it and your not even surprised or imperessed, I always wanted to be the best in everything I do but fate always goes the other way, Shattered dreams (I wanted to be a doctor but am not).
I dont feel like loving or liking a girl nomore, they all look alike, but there is this girl that used to stalk me back in high school, she grow up now and were on a contact again, for now .. shes everything I have left but I don't feel like dating her or something, its complicated as f***! I just don't feel like existing anymore, I wanna die ..
Thank you whoever you are for listing to my crap I just wanna know if this feeling is normal?
Is it normal to feel this way? have you been here? where's the freaking way out?

[Hellblazer]

I just wanna know if this feeling is normal

For me, yes.

Is it normal to feel this way?

Obviously, no.

have you been here?

Obviously, yes, even right now.

where's the freaking way out?

Nothing, just don't give a f***. Let life pass by the way it is. Just don't get tensed about anything, whether past/present/future, enjoy life the way you can; but doesn't mean to do 'stupid' things alike. Nothing in life is yours. Nobody's opinion about you matters. Honestly, people will say what they want; will you get anything by listening to them? No. Just ignore... And have fun with valid reasons while you can; getting tensed will just end up life in nothing but pure emptiness...

Lately, I been feeling nothing but depression, self-hate and self-critisism. am on the point of feeling nothing at all, enjoying nothing, feeling that the world seems to be a good place for everyone else but me, walking around with a cloud above my head, all my sweet memories are not sweet anymore, I know all this sounds weird but its the truth.
You want something so bad, then you have it and your not even surprised or imperessed, I always wanted to be the best in everything I do but fate always goes the other way, Shattered dreams (I wanted to be a doctor but am not).

As i said, do whatever you like to do, and have fun. (Not actually drugs and stuff tho.) I can't say much about this, for the latter part; but the initial part is what i described. (self hate, critism, when you want something, etc.)

A question: Do you have a job or are you still studying?

I dont feel like loving or liking a girl nomore, they all look alike, but there is this girl that used to stalk me back in high school, she grow up now and were on a contact again, for now .. shes everything I have left but I don't feel like dating her or something, its complicated as f***! I just don't feel like existing anymore, I wanna die ..

Cant say anything about this..?



Thank you

[Hate]

A question: Do you have a job or are you still studying?

Still studying.

[LutiChris]

I understand that feeling. Keep yourself occupied and you wont feel or think much about it. When you're bored and have nothing else to do that tends to creep up on you especially at night. I tend not go to sleep until i pass out from all news articles, movies, games, vloggers that i encounter. Anything to stimulate my mind. There is this one girl in my class who i havent had the balls to go ask. Im not even sure i will anymore. I dont want to deal with regection and disapproval and im starting to think she can sense the beta-male (which is a conplete turn off i guess) Social interaction goes well when i am used to the person, i like being by myself for the most part when i want to feed myself information but i cant live like that forever. Have you spoken to your parents about this? It might seem embarrising but often times just talking about it lifts a great burden off your chest. I dont love myself but that doesnt mean i automatically hate myself. Look out and improve your well being first. You are your top priority.

Edit) as far as the girls go. Improve yourself, try to make yourself interesting by gathering knowledge and knowing more about yourself by doing different things than what you're used to. Dont pursue women if you dont have confidence in yourself, you can try but to me its a waste of time and resouces. Women usually like older confident guys who make them laugh. If you dont value yourself highly dont expect the really good looking girls to go for you. They know they are attractive and are looking for something better out there. That shouldnt stop you from trying to be the alpha male. This stuff takes time to build an interesting character and maybe even a busty body.

No one can live a life of pure happiness. Well i suppose someone could if you medicated them with drugs but thats not living either. Its okay to feel like you're simply existing, time will pass on and you'll eventually change how you feel. The important thing is not to give up and kill yourself. You never know what will change for you later down the road. Its all about experiencing your narrative till the end of your story even through hard times.

[Hellblazer]

Still studying.

(I wanted to be a doctor but am not).

I don't get this? So you mean that you chose a field that wasn't related to being a doctor?

Dont pursue women if you dont have confidence in yourself, you can try but to me its a waste of time and resouces.

It is anyways.

[A-Man]

I felt like that at a time as a teenager. Just set yourself a goal you think is out of your reach and work towards it. Think about it this way, if somebody has managed to reach that goal you're aiming for, why can't you? Best at everything is nonexistent.

-Be a Jack of all trades master of one.

[AmadisLFE]

^ That I have to agree, you don t need to try to become the best at every single thing, btw Dr. A, why does he have to be a master of *1*, anyway, if you feel depressed about a certain thing, look away from it, no matter how hard it is to look away from, try to always stay calm and concentrated, don t let your past get the better of you, its always good to think of your future more than think of what happened in the past, whats the point in thinking of Depression, and what is this I spot?

I wanna die ..

You have so much in your future, and you just wan t to die? Think before acting, dying won t solve anything, by dying you just leave more sorrow.

Is it normal to feel this way?

Its Obviously a Big Fat NO!

Wheres the freaking way out?

The way out of everything is forgetting every sorrow, you have to stay strong, you should be strong willed, thinking of Dying won t be solving things for you, you have to stop looking back, instead look to what you really desire, look on to your future not on to your past, if you wan t to get anywhere in life, you can t be weak, you have to be strong no matter what happens, now this might be harsh coming from me but, being weak minded means not being able to take simple things, just sitting in the corner silently or crying there won t make someone appear out of nowhere to help you, if someone insults you, or if your boss shouts at you for making a mistake, what will you do? Go home and cry? Thats not the answer, the answer is to stay strong spirited, learn from your mistakes, don t take your mistakes into your mind, just remember, that this comment is freaking long as hell and that you should be strong even in the worst of situations.

Now I need to go get some water because of this long comment, oh my god this is the longest comment I have written EVER!

[Rhino.Freak]

Pretty much everyone has said it all.
I went to a similar phase in past during my summer break in 10th standard (worst time right?)
And as Luti said, it's mostly when you have nothing to do you get weirdly depressed. I think it lasted for more than a month. I'd cry for no apparent reason at all and it was a mess.

I don't remember how I got out of it but time heals everything. Find something to do and excel at it! Working out and getting good health heavily helps. I always see so many faults in myself and then I make it my aim to fix all those things.

[Gespenst]

Thats the exact feeling that I have. You unclock achievement but it's another bonus outfit for a stripper.

[Gad]

Face the life as it is. Stop moaning. Find the things you love and do whatever you can to spend time that way.
I know it may be hard, but shake it out. Make your life. Be happy.

shes everything I have left but I don't feel like dating her or something, its complicated as f***!

Why not? It's always worth to try.
The best man/woman relation is with the person you understand and like as a human. Damn that is easy. Just stop moaning and pull yourself together.

And remember. You always can make new friends. You just need to break in some new society. Even at in the web.


STAY FCKN STRONG